...A dream.

Ahahahaha... a dream...

But I know it wasn't merely an illusion meant to scare me. There was absolute truth in it in this case. It was an emulation of what had already happened. That fire... I could hear her voice through it, surprisingly clearly. And... the voice of another. Asking what price she would pay to make it stop ( Read more... )

( long-winded, sorry )

[A written post. On the paper read four kanji, each with meanings written next to them:

怒 - anger
悲 - sadness
苦 - anguish
憎 - hatred

...And then a second time. And again. And again. They are scribed many times, repeatedly, and with each written kanji, the handwriting becomes more and more hasty... or perhaps it's written sloppily out of sheer ( Read more... )

...I see ( Read more... )

...I can only imagine this place makes a concerted effort to kill me on a daily basis now.

Yubel, I issue you this warning only. I don't care, frankly, if anyone else sees it.

Stay away from me. Don't talk to me anymore. Stop trying to understand me, to affect me, to change me. Your efforts are in vain, I can tell you this right now, and they may ( Read more... )

.............

So it occurs to me that if I cannot even bother to go outside of the apartment to get food every day, I probably deserve to starve to death.

((OOC: Feel free to note that he has not been seen outside at all since the whole "obsessively paranoid of hurting friends" thing, and only occasionally when it's time to eat; and even then, as ( Read more... )

Ahaha... I see... I see now ( Read more... )

...............

That was ridiculous. I could've... someone could've...

...Well, it's over now. No more.

A... wish?

...Hmm. This is optional? Then... perhaps I won't bother. I don't need anything.

( Private // hackable )